That's really all I can say.
It's in my head.
Hurting so goddamn hard I can't even -
It's not me.
Cancer comes like a stealthy villain and you can't escape.
It seems like once someone you know gets it, someone you love will die.
Maybe twice over.
(Good-bye, Rudy. How's heaven?)
It's hard to be okay. I'm not okay.
Soon, my cat will leave me.
Good-bye, Lacey. I love you, my sweetheart, my old cat. You made it fifteen and a half years. If you made it to April, you would be sixteen. If you were a human that means you'd be old enough to drive.
(You'd still be alive)
I'm sorry you're hurting.