Not For Me

I thought for once in my life, ‘forever’ could actually be.

I just can’t see the light.

I knew this was coming for far too long

But I thought it was worth the fight.

All things must end,

And now my chest is tight.

My heart is broken, my hands are aching,

All I can do is write.

I’ve found a song and now it's on repeat,

I don’t have as much strength or might.

As everyone seems to think.

Of anything good I’m losing sight.

This is a losing battle, it was from day one,

But I’m an underdog, that’s the blight,

The curse and the blessing God gave to me.

I dreamed of our children flying kites,

But I guess that will never be.

I just wasn’t the one for you

And you weren’t the one for me.